wow i just relized that i havent wrote in this thing for a while but yeah so i guess i have a lot to talk about! haha well since the last day of school i have done some stuff! well we got out of school on wednsday so then on thursday i just sat on my ass all day being bored and eating and then around 530 i had to go babysit. my brother came with me so that he could entertain one of the kids because the lil girl is enough but yeah then maybe around 9 katie and lizzi came over and we just chilled b/c the kids already went to sleep by the time they got there so they didnt have to really do anything! haha yeah then i go drunk over there and seriously i couldnt even walk! everything was spinning and i was trying to act so sober when the parents got there and i was just stubbling all over my words! katie and lizzi were making fun of me! i couldnt help it! but when we got home which was around 1145 and we tryied to stay up but that didnt work so we went straight to bed! then we all woke up early and got a good start on cleaning the house and making food! yeah i was having like a get together/party whatever you wanna call it! then chelsea came over around 4 to help and we went swimming for a while then we strted to get ready then ashton and michael came over at 545 and everyone else got there around 6! yeah the party was alright but yeah there was just a lil problem that the people who were there would know! yeah pissed me off but yeah thats ok i still had a good time with everyone else! then they left and us girls talked together for a while and then we all went to sleep! and yeah chelsea and lizzi slept ion my brothers room and at like 845 they came and jumped on top of me and katie! we were in the deepest sleep! haha but thats ok! then they all left early and i had to get ready for my dads house! woopdie doo! lol but yeah it was my dads birthday so i needed to go! but we celebrated my grandpas birthday party that night and there was a lot pf people ther that i really didnt even know but thats ok! but right when i got there i was put to work to get everything ready! yeah and that lasted till about 12 and i was exhausted so right when i got to my dads i went to sleep.. well actually i got on the computer and talked to my hunny who is the best person ever!! i love u reid! and yeah woke up today sick but i have been for a while but yeah didnt feel to great this morning in particular then i went to go eat breakfast/lunch and then was on my way home!! and i really havent done anything since then! just been quite boring but yeah i think thats about it! i just want to say that i have made some mistakes that im not proud of and yeah now its just gottin worse but its ok i guess i will live and i wont worry about it!! live life till the happiest!

reid i just wanted to say that im glad that we have started to become close again! you have always meant something to me and i just love talking to you! you help me through a lot and i hope that i do the same! i love you hunny with everything! i hope everything goes ok with you! ur such a great friend that i have missed for a while! so i guess i just want to say that i love u!